I haven't done a blog in so long, unsure of why. Too busy maybe? Not enough to say or worried of what I'd say. I've learnt a lot the last few weeks. I've learnt who to trust, who to believe and who to wipe completely from my mind. The latter being liars. Now I understand occasionally people tell white lies or fail to tell you things. But if you ask someone something and they reel off lies only for you to find out weeks later it's bullshit, expect the silent treatment. This is my current predicament. Someone who I trusted immensely has let me down, a lot. This person was one of the few I thought would never betray me and they have done.
So is that a problem with me? or them? Have I done something that causes people to feel the need to lie to me? Maybe I'm naive and too trusting, i don't know. But the pain of having someone break your trust like this, is absolutely horrible. And quite honestly, it's put me off trusting anyone in the future.